Finally updateeee~

Hello peeps! Finally! I'm updating my dead blog aftr half a year! xD
I doubt anyone still visits my blog :P

Lately I have been really obsessed with the new Kpop boy group, BOYFRIEND!
This group is really special! Why? They are all teenagers! (except the leader)
No Minwoo 노민우 16
Jo Kwangmin 조관만 16
Jo Youngmin 조영민 16
Lee Jeongmin 이정민 17
Hyunseong 현성 18
Kim Donghyun 김동현 22

YES, YOUNGMIN AND KWANGMIN ARE TWINS ^^ Youngmin is the older one. :)

Now you see, I don't really like donghyun. I don't think he's a good leader. He doesnt really take cares of the members, not like DuJun (from B2ST) But I really do hope he will improve thou :)

BOYFRIEND HWAITINGGG~

No, my B2ST, Leehom, BTR, And other TVB celeb are of course still in my heart. LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM ALOT!

*I wanna watch forensic heroes 3 T.T

Kay, will update soon again!
Until next time, take care guys :)

Feeling of the dead..

This feeling can make you jump of a building..
This feeling can make you cut urself..
This feeling can make you hang yourself to death..
This feeling is the feeling you get when you know someone you love, dosent love you anymore..

I miss him damn alot..
I damn $&@%ing miss him..
I really need to talk to him,
I need to tell him that I love him..
I don't think I cn hold it in anymore..
No one seems to listen to me anymore now. I am always keeping it inside me.
It is $&@%ing painful.
I have no one to let it all out..
I will cry quietly myself everytime.
I have Been sick fr more than a month now.. Since 19march.
It's all the pain inside that causes the sickness to stay..

I need to tell him how badly I need him..
But I don't know how to open my mouth to talk..
And, I don't think he will do anything aftr I tell him..

Have you ever had this feeling you're drawn to someone?
And there's nothing that could be said or done?

It's been long...

Hey all!! It's been really long since I have updated his blog..
Yes. I'm using my phone to do it.. Scared ltr corrupt le..
I'll make this fast..

As you all know, it's the 2nd of may today..
Let's all say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO...
BOBBY CHAN PEI WERN & SUSAN THO

BOBBY, I have known you since form 1..
It's the forth year we are friends..
Butt whacking went on fr the 4th year in a blink of an eye..
Let it go on.. Don't stop yeah!
Because, butt whacking represents how close we are..
I LOVE YOU, CHAN PEI WERN, my horny little friend..

SUSAN, i dont remember how I know you..
We had alot of misunderstandings..
I hope all the misunderstandings are misunderstandings and not as what I think they are..
I hope our friendship cn go on like last time..
Where you will tell me stuff and I would do the same..
And girl, if there's really things going on, u need to tell me and don't leave me wonderin what is. I will seriously go crazy..
I don't wanna loose a friend and get an enemy..
So, I'm saying sorry..
I love you friend (:

HAPPY SWEET 16, GIRLS
GOD BLESS YOU BOTH <3
-----------end of birthday post----------

Yeahhh, I have been down for quite a while now..
I really want him to know how much I still love him, how much he means to me..
But, I really don't have the guts to do that. I don't know that he will actually think of me..
Will he think of me like I'm some desperate or clingy girl coz it was so easy fr him to let go but I can't?
I'm starting to think too much.. I am actually thinking that has never loved me from the start but he just said it maybe just for fun..

I really need him..
Yes, I admit..
I'm desperate, for his love...

what...

What will you do, if you know that i still love you?
What will happen, if you know that she will never take you seriously?
what can she do for you, when i will be here for you forever?

i made a promise, and i will keep it.
iloveyou, forever.

1 day trip - Malacca ♥

Pictures says it all (:

on the wayyyyy

 St. Paul's Church

 A'Famosa (:

 Christ Church Malacca

 Clocktower

 

At Starbucks ♥ Edisonnnn (:

iloveyou

that's all fr todayy! tmrw school.. nights all xxx

♥

its already 1 week dear...

and it will go on, and on, and on (: ♥

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Anyone actually noticed that im no longer sad or emo or wtvvvv?

awesome rite?

thanks to my lou gong.

SO DONT YOU DARE TAKE HIM FROM ME!

yes you.. you know yourself. >;)

I am looking at things in different ways.

I am looking at things in positive ways..

He changed me, in a good way.

He gives me butterflies in my stomach.

He makes me laugh non-stop when he speaks mandarin.

He makes me annoyed when he says NOTHING to me,

and later on makes me happy again.

He makes me giggle when he makes his kiss-y face at me ><

He makes me feel important everytime he calls me his Lou Po.

He even made "YENG" and "NOTHING" OUR word.

I love him with all my heart ♥

form 4 life..

form 4 life is really stressing me out.. ==
chemistry sucks. i cant understand..
others, so many homework..
well, at least i have scouts and HIM to let me relax..
(:
haha. im super tired..
will post summore next time. sorry! :/

♥, Aly (:

HAPPY CNY!! :D

HEY ALL!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
Have a great WABBID year! :B
新年快乐！身体健康！步步高升！恭喜发财！
how have you guys been? :3
Me? i have been really busy lately.
ACCOUNTS HW! ==
nah, actually, with these few things...

and more xD

Im not in the CNY mood though.

alot of things has happened. you dont wanna know :/

haih, i have to sleep now. its 3 AM.

will udate more abt CNY soon! :D ♥

♥, Aly (:

Joy Chua xi le!

As you all know, joy Chua xi le is leaving us for Sri kl.
BOOOO! :'(
Jokings la..
It's for joy's good (: I'm happy for her ;D
At the same time, sad that she's leaving.
I
Made a video for her. Will upload it soon (:
Hope that the video will make you all cry too xD hah

Kays. Reached the store to meet up w uncle and family.
Out!
<3 Aly (:

Don't break your friendship bcos of a guy.

Wheream I now, u ask? Im in gentings!
First world hotel, in bed, almost asleep.
But I really must reply this blog chat.

Dearest s,
I hope that small little thing didn't spoil pur friendship.
I was angry at first, but now I realize that I was really over reacting.
I really hope that me and you, can still b like me and M.
Thankyou for everything. I think I found the HIM that Will take care of me.
Thnx for ur encouragement in everything. Im sorry. Friends? :D

Will update abt gentings when i come home (:

Congrats Lee Hom ♥ Proud Of You

轉自力宏微博：

親愛的歌迷、影迷、網友、同鞋、所有家人和宏吧，24小時內參加了兩個頒獎禮，拿了哈

爾濱電影節 最具商業價值新導演，中歌榜的 港台最佳製作人、港台最佳男歌手和年度金曲 “你不知道的事”，我真的太激動了！趁我們還沒破200萬粉絲前大聲地說：我愛你們！

 沒有你們我肯定做不到，你們最給力，謝謝！

Google Translated:

Transfer from LH microblogging:
Dear fans, fans, friends, with shoes, all the family and the macro it, participated in twowithin 24 hours of the ceremony, took the most commercial value Harbin, a new film festival director, in the song list of the Best Producer of RTHK, Hong Kong Taiwan, Best Male Singer and the annual song "something you do not know, "I'm very excited!While we have not broken 200 million before the loud fan, said: I love you! I certainlycan not do without you, you are most to the force, thank you!

Yes, Lee Hom Has won Awards for 

BEST MALE ARTIST 2010

and 

BEST NEW DIRECTOR 2010

and

 BEST MALE PRODUCER OF RTHK

and 

BEST ANNUAL SONG "nibuzhidaodeshi"

WE ARE VERY PROUD OF YOU, LEEHOM ♥

Take Care....

you are very lucky to have him.
No, im not jealous.
Nope, no longer hurt.
I found someone that will break my heart more than he would.
coz that guy only will go for pretty girls.
BACK TO THE TOPIC!
Take Care of each other.
You are very lucky to have a guy like him.
I wish you both all the best :)
♥, Aly.

iPhone!

Hellows ppls ;)
Hehe. Yeah, I'm updating w my iPhone ;)
I feel so lucky this year.
Got iPhone, and Leehom accidentally followed my twitter :o
Yeah. But my love and friendship life, not so :/
Both if them should just straight away tell me in my face.
I'm so stupid. It's damn obvious that she likes him d.
Answer is rite infront of my face, and I'm so blind. They gave me tips, but I was stupid.
Yes, I'm very stupid. u can say that again.
Well, I can't blame her for not telling me, cz she doesn't wanna hurt me.
But in the other side, he should have told me rite?
Since he already told me the truth, he should have told me the other truth and make me get it over with rite?!?!
Chat with him, he still tembak me. WTH?!?!
watevalah, I dun wanna care anymore.

LEEHOM FOREVER!!! I will only love Leehom <3

LEEHOM FOLLOWED ME!

yes, then he unfollowed me.. LOL
i think he pressed wrongly.
haha.
I SO HAPPY! He read my tweets to him! :D

(Click on the picture to enlarge)

♥

forgiven me? i dont think so.

i know you are so against me that you wouldn't even talk to me if he never say that he would never like me and im just a friend rite?
i dont think you are one of my good friends anymore.

- good friend dont talk bad about their good friends behind their back.

- good friend dont bitch about their good friend.

- good friend should always tell their good friend what they think about them.

i feel so stupid for apologizing to you now actually.
i find that its actually no use.
i cried reading your blog.
i thought that you have already forgiven me.
so i didnt care about you bitching about me.
but now i know, you have NEVER forgiven me. 
 and dont think i dont know that you bitch behind my back.
i know that since last year.


like what LEEHOM said:-

"为什么 为什么 明明都是自己人"

why? how can it become like this. we are actually friends/family and Why do we act like we’re our own enemies?

i dont actually get you. 
one minute you say that you're angry at me, next you came and talk to me. 
you bitch behind my back, then you came and hug me. WTH IS THIS?!


I will not cry for a guy. but this is not about a guy.

its a new begining...

you know, i couldnt get in pure science?
wtv lorh. 6As only can get in. ==
and i only got 5.
nvm, in Jati, quite fun also :D
got me jiejie Andrea! got my handbag-ing fren Claudia! :D
heee.. ok lo. today was 3rd day of school.
i blur add maths and chemistry >< hahaha.
all in all, it was okay.
3 days in a row, i see him everywhere :(
yes, that idiot...
haih. i dont know how and what to talk to him about.
i see him, speechless...
waved and walk away.
i miss him :'(