forgiven me? i dont think so.

i know you are so against me that you wouldn't even talk to me if he never say that he would never like me and im just a friend rite?
i dont think you are one of my good friends anymore.

- good friend dont talk bad about their good friends behind their back.

- good friend dont bitch about their good friend.

- good friend should always tell their good friend what they think about them.

i feel so stupid for apologizing to you now actually.
i find that its actually no use.
i cried reading your blog.
i thought that you have already forgiven me.
so i didnt care about you bitching about me.
but now i know, you have NEVER forgiven me. 
 and dont think i dont know that you bitch behind my back.
i know that since last year.


like what LEEHOM said:-

"为什么 为什么 明明都是自己人"

why? how can it become like this. we are actually friends/family and Why do we act like we’re our own enemies?

i dont actually get you. 
one minute you say that you're angry at me, next you came and talk to me. 
you bitch behind my back, then you came and hug me. WTH IS THIS?!


I will not cry for a guy. but this is not about a guy.