holidays = bored

yes, my holidays are quite boring...
dad came back frm kuantan, so everyday spend time w him.
i re-bonded my hair! :D
i look like this now (:

I look like my mom now :O

i didnt know sunway pyramid have a ferries wheel! 

i was surprised! lol.

we sat on it XD

pics are in my sister's phone :/

sooo, will upload them soon (:

hmm. these few days go hospital in and out.

aunt there, eye operation.

she's strong :D 

very proud of her! (:

well, its late. will update more if anything interesting happens ;)

nites.

Harry Potter! (: wheee~!

yes, i watched Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part 1 today! (:

its super nice! i went with Amanda (sis), Sabby(cuz), Andrew(bro) and my dad.

have i ever told you guys that, other than Leehom, Fahrenheit, BTR and TVB celebs that i like, 

I also love Daniel Radcliffe since the first Harry Potter movie?

I got my mom to hunt posters for me XD

and now, i forgotten where i put them :/

and my daddy bought me my Christmas prezzie edi!

since my purse broken edi......

hehehe. ♥ it! (:

oh, for this holidays, i pained my nails blue! (:

I ♥ MICKEY MOUSE (:

u know why.. ;)

AND got temporary tattoos! (:

on my back and on my hand. (:

I'm suddenly falling in love with Butterflies and the colour Blue. 

Oh, and that day, in my gma's house, she was cutting apples for us. 

and look!

my grandmother say, don't judge a book by its cover. 

from the outside, it may seem nice, but you won't know what's on the inside.

like someone *looks around*

yeah, you know who she's talking about.

the retards that are so stupid smart to ditch a loving, kind, funny and AWESOME person and left her for us :)

coz, if they stay here, my grandmother won't belong to the 5 of us anymore, eyh? 

we'll have to share with the other 2 "unloving ones".

hehehhe.

I'm sorry! I know i am mean to them.

but i hate them alot.

i know i shouldnt, but what the hell? ;)

tmr, am i going out?

no plans yet :/

where am i going?

i dont know

FRIDAY! 

10.30 my appointment to straighten my hair at Cost Cutters Taman Megah.

wheee! 

i cant wait!

i bet Aunty Candace is gonna do a good job (:

(i hope XD )

well, gotta sleep now.

Little Leehom!

i found these photos in homaniacs malaysia forum.

so aduawaaabwle!! (: ♥

Baby LeeHom

Toddler LeeHom

Kid LeeHom

6 year old LeeHom

AIN'T HE SHOOO CUTE?!?! 

 small that time, sooo cute!

Big that time, soooooo lengzaii! (: ♥

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ystd, went hang kai in Giant.

i dno why my hair sho nice and straight.

THIS TOP IS MY CHRISTMAS PREZZIE!! (:
from Sis and bro.

they buy me this top, i bought them watches, since they wanted. 

now, Jacky in my house. please god, help me. 

summore they staying for dinner :(

well, gotta go save my sis from misery! 

cya! 

♥s

i miss you.

I really really really miss you.
I dreamed of you that night.
It has been almost a year and a half.
I still remember the day, 15th July 2009. it was a wednesday night.
you called me, we talked for more than an hour.
My mom told me not to talk so long since you called me and not the other way round.
I didnt want to coz it was so fun talking to you.
and then you made up reasons for me to tell my mom.
we were talking about EVERYTHING.
from school, to friends, to people that annoys the hell outta us and lots more.
there were alot of laughing.
after alot of talking (and laughing), i finally knew what's the purpose of this phone call.

"I, __________(kept in my heart), officially ask you, Alison Seow Phui Kwan, to be my girlfriend and will care for you no matter what....... (and so on)"

i was super shocked. i didnt know what to say.
i didnt know, a guy like you, will like someone like, well, me.
so i said, "i dont know what to say"
then you said, "you can say yes"
well, to tell you the truth, i was blushing like crazy! i was (: by myself.
so i said, yes.
then we talk crap again.
oh! and i remember that time, you heard me talking to my mom and wanted to say hi to her.
She didn't want to, so you called me to pass the message to my mom and you said she's "your future mother in-law"
I said i have to go, and you told me to put down first and i told you to put down and it goes on and on and on,
until, you said "I love you",
then you said, "Put down the phone, darling"
After putting down, i went in my room,
My sis was having tuition, of course, with my tuition teacher.
 They thought I was crazy and kept on asking why am i laughing and smiling all by myself.


well, that's the past. 
can't go back anymore.

I miss the days when i first knew you.
I miss the days in the van after school.
I miss the way we used to talked.
I miss the way you bullied me.
I miss the way we laughed together.
I miss the way you pulled my rubberband.
I miss the way you said "i love you" to me.
I miss your retarded smile.
I miss you.

i cant believe you.

after like what?
-being close to you.
-helping you.
-being ur cousin.
and now what? its just too much.
i dont mind if you say im mean to them.
cz i am. this is what they'll get from me when they say things bitch about my loved ones.
and its already really light on them.
yes, i might have said that they are lesbo and gay and wtv.
but, you are hurting years of close relationship just by being at their side.

yeah, today, you dont even wanna talk to any of us.
so, do you think i will go and apologize to you for doing nothing to hurt you?
no. i dont think i am gonna do it again.
i already texted you ystd abt the whole thing.
you still wanna act that way?
fine by me.

you again? == wth?

You think you're all that. 
you think you are the good guy
you think you know the whole story? no you don't. you soooo dont.
you think we should change? no way. you are the one. why are you like this? 

WHY AM I EVEN RELATED TO YOU?!?!

Just dropping to say that I'm not siding anyone or what. I did miss grandma, I do want to see her and check out how's she's doing. And yea.. when all the past comes in to play.. You guys gotta learn not to side anyone. Try be more rational.
Open up your mind to see more. I've seen plenty, I think I've been through a lot throughout these few years. Learned a lot of things.
Ever heard of this quote "Try to open up your mind a little, and move away from rigid opinions of what people should do and be" -Ann Rule-
Look I won't spend time explaining to you if you're not my cousin. Yea. Just so you know.
I always wonder sometimes why the Chan family always can't get together. But the Wong family in my mom side, the bond between all of us will never break. Just wonder why it doesn't happen in the Chan family. Of course the day of reuniting will come. I'm positive of it =) you all got to start to open up ur mind =D
Have a nice day ahead!

dear friends, what do you think about the letter?

well, to me, i dont think it makes sense.

most of you people know the story.

and i'm telling you the story, its the truth.

ditching ur grandma for more thn 10 years is not a good thing to do.

it's not a pretty "rational"  thing to do either. 

he said he seen plenty. but he's ONLY 21 years old. how plenty is that? i know its more than me 6 years, but, hey, what do you know when you're 6 years old?

the bond between them wouldn't break? so you're saying that the bond between my other cousins are breaking? its just you, buddy.

the day of reuniting? it wouldn't come. you know why? because your attitude. i dont even think i want to reunite with you anymore. i was looking forward to that day when you approved me. but now, no.

im sorry, but this is how it goes. 

it's not nice to bitch behind my back. 

you have messed with the wrong girl.

other cousin is on your side now.

so, gang up on me.

Uncle Seng Wai and "new" Aunty Fong Ling's wedding lunch! (:

well, i dont have picture of both of them.. :(
but, i hope i'll get the pics from my other relatives soon.
(:

I wish Uncle Seng Wai and Aunty Fong Ling together forever! ♥

FOREVER LOVE♥

Bound by the earth and forest, so to the water and sea, by the air we breathe and the fire within, connected to the stones of old in perfect circle, you two are as one, Together forever, in love.

I wish you both god-speed and life full of joy!

Congratulations :)

well, yeah, met a 2nd cousin, Aunty Cindy's son, Kenneth Chong (if im not mistaken).

I CAN'T FIND HIS FACEBOOK! :(

and there are the others, i didnt officially meet them. 

some are quite good looking ;)

The twins. especially the one with the pink tie :O

i dont remember their names.

but i used to play with them when we were young during chinese new year.

what a bad awesome brain i have. XD

will try to must get to know them during the next chinese new year.

and SOME PEOPLE does not give respect to this function.

She wore T-shirt and Shorts. 

WTH RITE?!

like going to Pasar Malam like that.

exactly what she wore that day when i saw her at the SS2 food court.

too much la.

then summore, no manners. 

people go up stage for performances then after they finish, 3 of them dont clap.

they just yawn.

what kind of attitude is that? so embarrassing.

haih. so sad that im actually related to them.

i know you will think that i am mean or evil for writing/talking bad about my relatives.

but its just that, they ditched my grandmother for like what? 10 years or so?

its really unfair for my grandmother, you know?

everytime i listen to her saying she really loves her son alot and really just wishes for him to come back JUST to see how is she. but he never came home. 

It's a sad story. 

so you know how i feel, ya?

well, okay, its late now. 

nitenite (: ♥s

Big Time Fan!

im officially a Big Time Fan!
hahaha.
I'm watching Big Time Rush's video eps on youtube that are not shown here in malaysia yet!
and im ADDICTED :D

oh, and today, my bro got his Nintendo DSi XL!
the camera so nice! and the voice recorder so cool!
both also really clear.
he gotta Black one. My sis, my bro and i liked the colour alot.
but my mom likes the blue one more. its not that nice though.

black nicer yeah? agree with me?

I got to get 3 games :D
1. Spongebob Cook-off
2. Brain Check
3. All Star Cheerleader!


Tomorrow's my mom's cousin's wedding.
going with Sabrina they all.
i hope i don't attract weirdos again XD
i know i sound perassan. :O
heheh. okays.

before i go, i want to say something to someone.

TO SOMEONE I DISLIKE VERY MUCH

when you see me in the dress im wearing tmr, you are gonna be shocked ;))  

Step aside, BITCH!

okays! nitenite! (:

postponed

To All Newbies who wants to join HOManiacs Malaysia

REGISTRATION POSTPONED!

HOManiacs will be opening their registration soon.

please be patient ♥
thnx! (:

(click on the photo to enlarge)

'Till I Forget About You - Big Time Rush

Get a call on a random afternoon
I pick it up and I see that it's you
Like my heart you were breaking the news
You say it's over, it's over, it's over
Heading out cause I'm out of my mind
All my friends are gonna see me tonight
Staying here til the sun starts to rise
And I'm, I'm gonna, I'm gonna, I'm gonna

Chorus:
Dance hard, laugh hard turn the music up now
Party like a rockstar can I get a what now! 
I swear I'll do anything that I have to
Til I forget about you
Jump up, fall down gonna play it hard now
Don't care, my head spinning all around now
I swear I'll do anything that I have to

Til I forget about you

Til I forget about you

Never thought that I'd be here on my own
Waiting for you to knock on my door
Since you left I don't wait by the phone
I'm moving, I'm moving, I'm moving
I found a place were I can lose myself
And just leave your memory on a shelf
See I'm fine, no I don't need nobody else
Cause I'm, I'm going, I'm going, I'm going

Chorus:

Spending money like it don't mean a thing
I'm going crazy now don't even think
I'm losing my mind
It's all I can do
Til I forget about you

Chorus:

Til I forget about you
(Til I forget about you)
I'm gonna forget about you

sick...

sick again arh!

fever until 38 ºC

:( so hard to recover.

6 days edi! :(

haih. :(

pray la, pray la. 

Addicted!

Yes, i am super addicted to Big Time Rush now! :D

especially these songs - 

Any Kind Of Guy

&

'Till I Forget About You

& 

of course, as you guys know,

Boyfriend

LOL. so yeah. enjoy! (:

LEEHOM! LEEHOM! LEEHOM! LEEHOM! LEEHOM! LEEHOM!

ahhh! HOManiacs Malaysia's registration has postponed!
why? i dont know.
called Joanne and she told me that she'll post a note on the forum to inform everyone.
i seriously cant wait!
oh my.
....................
yes, i didnt go school.
i feel so bad for ditching the rest.

oh, my bro MIGHT have denggi.
hope he's alrite.
now everyone's sick :(
yes, even me.

well, gtg rest now. byee~!

Happie bdayy Kendall Schmidt! (: ♥

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well, yeahhhhaha. nth much to blog abt.

updates are on the  link here

still, no news on HOManiacs.

i called one of the admins.

she told me to call another Admin, Joanne.

but the number flied to Voicemail.

so i'll try again tmr.

kayss....

 ciaooo! ♥

HOManiacs!

Yes, its the 1st day of November.

When can i join Homaniacs?

How can i join Homaniacs?

i also dont know.

nothing on the forum or website.

so excited to join! (:

I can't wait till they reply my message! ♥

LEEHOM♥

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i didnt go school today. why?

coz my parents went to court.

i have a broken family now.

and both of them are still so cool abt it.

i acted like i didnt care.

but inside, im screaming.

what to do? haih. i cant do anything.

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Sabby came over today. played water, tennis, ate and camwhored! (:

that's all for today! OUT! (: